Mistakes made

I have made some mistakes in my life, yes the the recent ones have been the worse. my life was losing control and i couldn't get it back. now i am left with regret. i knew the things i was doing was wrong but i didn't care. i didn't care about my friends or family i didn't care if i ended up on the streets, i didn't even care if i ended up dead. i kept going farther and farther, and i didn't know what i was getting myself into. i hit rock bottom, and now i am trying to change it i am sorry for all those i hurt. i wanted to make my mistakes and learn from them now i know what everyone tried so hard to protect me from. now i have an addiction that i have to face, but this time i won't face it alone. i can't take back what i have already done, but i will try to earn back the respect and trust i once had. it's not going to be easy and it may take a while but i will fix what i have done. i have made some mistakes in my life and now it's time to change it.