I don't know why i ever started
but the pain it caused showed me that i was still alive in side. it showed i could still feel pain that i was never dead.
taking my knife and making a cut and when the first drop of blood hit the floor. i knew i would be ok, that i could go on. People ask me why, people ask me how. and i just tell them that it makes me sleep at night that i know i will be ok.
People that once where cutters say they will never do it again that is great
i know they are better and stronger then i will ever be.
so i know i will always be a cutter. a cutter for ever.
