Why do I try to follow my heart
when it seems like my dreams always fall apart
but something inside of me tells me to be strong
to keep going on one more day
and eventually all the hell will be gone
If my fate ends before the day
then the pain and the hate will also go away
what if it does not get better and only gets worse
I am starting to feel like as my life has been cursed
If I should die before I ever become happy
well at least I did not have to go through another day
of feeling so crappy
