Real?

Whenever I'm sitting in front of you my mind goes blank,all I can remember is your sweet caring face. Your blue eyes your dirty blond hair, are you real, do you care? If you are real will you tell me if you'll be there, waiting for me in the rain to get rid of my feelings and pain? Whenever I'm lonley and starting to cry I picture your face in my mind,it makes me feel better but then i realize,I'll never have you in my life.