Dear god,
are you really there? are you listening? i want to know why i am here if you knew this would happen to me? do you want me to suffer like this? do you enjoy watching me cry at night, cutting my arms upp and keep trying to take my life? cant you understand i am unhappy? please end this life for me, dont make me go thru this anymore. i just want to be happy for once in my life.i hate crying myself to sleep everynite i hate feeling this way.please ease this pain and end this misery.
