Something You Do Not Know

Happiness...
Laughter...
I have shown you to cover up the scars,
To cover up the pain I feel inside.

I see you with him everyday,
And everyday that passes,
Everything just falls apart.
I wish I could tell you how I feel.

Nothing can change the way I feel,
Nothing can change the relationship you are in.
So I sit here,
And I wait for that glorious day.

The day that everything in my life goes right.
The day you can accept my love for you.
The day I can tell you what I feel.
The day we will be lovers.

But as the days draw to a close,
I feel like that one day... will never come.
No matter how hard I try,
No matter what I do... you are with him.

Seeing you with him has made darkness cloud my mind,
Dark judgments about him fill my soul.
I cannot seem to control it much longer,
I dont know what is to come of this.

I think of us being together all the time,
Thinking of what life would be like,
If you did not think of us as only, best friends.
I love you, something you do not know.