Im so lost inside my head
Ive been so drowned by my own thoughts
i stumble on unspoken words
i cant practice what i have been taught
im sorry you see me like this
i try to change myself
but i am still stuck here in it
you look at me like i am crazy
i try too hard
and i wish you had never seen
the things that i despise
the things i thought i would never be
i tried to make things better
but i guess that its too late
i have turned into what i hate
i turned my back on me
i gave up missing hope
now i am in too deep
just let me be
what i have turned into
i hope this will never be you.
