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by xLongxXxLostx May 25, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
[-Emo Freak-]My mind has become so morbid. These thoughts I must end; forbid. I feel as though Im going insane. As blood and tears mix with the rain. What does all of this mean? You just call me a normal teen.. But not all of us want to be dead. Theres something wrong inside me head Im sorry for feelings this way But I dont want to be locked away. So I pretend to be just fine but this mask will break in time. I know that I am not okay. and I live with it day to day. My mind is morose and twisted I only wish I never existed I crave for blood; I want to bleed. My body twitches, I want to be freed. There is something not right here, and I cannot make it clear. Consuming depression; suicidal thoughts. built up aggression feeling so lost. My life is a lost cause. Im filled up with so many flaws. Please help me, I feel so weak. I know what I am, this -Emo Freak.-