Horrible love (used)

I never felt like such a failure i thought i could trust you of all people but like every one else you turned your back on me i came to see you that lonesome night hoping to make the sky bright deceitful i wait scared by what the night may bring seeing u this way is such a very bad thing ouch i yell as you pushed me into the wall ripping off my clothes what are you doing STOP IT your drunk but no use i fall to the ground not knowing what hit me i wake up a few days later with a welt on my head wondering if i was dead realizing that i wasn't i looked around such a dark room my hands tied behind my back my clothes still off whimpering a little hearing the sound of sirens rushing louder and louder until i wake up the next day in a hospital room they said that he had raped me then killed himself i started crying not knowing what to do yelled at every to get out so i could be in peace i took the knife he had once held and prayed to the good lord and there i was dead........

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Danielle