Saying Goodbye

I know I've said it before,
And this time, I hope it's true.
The day has come (again)
I'm finally over you.

For a long time, I was hooked.
I longed for all that you were.
For months, I thought that you were for me,
But now, I'm not so sure.

I'll admit, I felt pain
When you left me,
All this time,
I thought you had the key.

But I now understand
That I had been played.
All the pain caused me
To draw me closer to this blade

You see, I talked to your ex today.
She told me why you guys split.
It's because you cheated on her,
You worthless piece of sh*t!

I almost hate you now!
I couldn't believe my ears!
I honestly didn't think you'd do that,
But you did, so it appears...

I can't believe
That I fell for you,
It started with a hug,
And from there it grew.

I hate that I didn't see it coming
That I was so dumb.
I hate that you saw me
And treated me like scum.

I know, a part of me
Will always care.
You acted like you loved me,
And for me, that's rare.

So I thank you for
The happiness you gave me.
But now I must say goodbye,
And I'm finally free!!