The Way It Isnt Suppose To Be..

The guy who promised you the world,
the guy who promised to love you,
the guy who was committed,
has decided to leave you too
what went wrong?
did i say something?
it feels like he's gone..
i hope he comes back,
i hate him so much,
but i want him to love me,
i just wanna feel his touch,
i listen to our song,
my god, it's been so long,
tears are so overwhelming,
the thoughts just so condemning,
and the song here it comes with my favorite part,
it just keeps eating at my heart,
whenever i find the right thing to say,
theres no reply,
so i spend the next day thinking,
maybe even start to cry,
just the thought of you not loving me,
that's just the way; it isn't suppose to be....