F Minus Suicide

The teacher looks at her
She had failed again
Dissatisfied and angry
She should have studied

Her thoughts lately
Controlled by Suicide
Making it impossible
To think of anything else

That night
She creeps into the bathroom
And takes more pills
Than one person should

Turning off her light
And climbing into bed
She falls into a deep sleep
One she hopes never to wake from

Awake, alive
The next morning
Much to her disappointment
She didnt want or deserve to live

Taking out a blade
She rolls up her sleeve
And plans to cut so deep
That she will bleed to death

It bleeds a lot
But not enough
She hit a vein
But it didnt go in deep enough

At school, she is greeted by her friends
Kissed by her boyfriend
Everyone around her is smiling
And she cant help but do the same

She is suddenly happy to be alive
Glad she didnt die
Suicide is one thing
She doesnt mind failing