Years Of Tears

You turned the other way
When my feelings began to sway
Why do I have to call?
Each and every time I fall?

Dismay is evident to me
What am I suppose to be?
The person who cannot cry?
This person's heart that shall die?

We lost all our tears
All these ever-silent years
All the times we had a fight
I cannot help but cry night after night

All the times I had reason to fear
The truth makes it ever so clear
The lies that leave your heart black
These lies that wont go back

I sit here all alone
In a place that doesn't fell like home
The questions are bold in life
The answers that sting like a knife

All my love seems shameful
The bitter fight, painful
The tears stained on my pillow
Blood red with sorrow

Behind the veil of tears
Fast-forward a few years
Find yourself in time replaced
All the places we once graced

Gone are memories
Gone are the happy stories
This place in not ours true
This entire thing happened for you

Why is the question
Don't give me this unfeeling deflection
Tell me why you want to leave
Tell me why I must not grieve

The words once my own
Have now silently grown
They hurt too much
My heart I now must clutch

All of this has come to an end
There is nothing left to defend
What to do with this revolution?
I suppose it must be evolution

Will I be able to fair?
I don't believe you would ever care
Once again I'm going to fall
Should I take the time to call?

Was I alone?
In these feelings that are shone?
This heart that silently cries
All the tears left soaking my eyes

By and by, this hope cleared
All the truth to be feared
Complication of these details
All the times this love fails

I'm waiting on the edge
I'm balancing on the ledge
I don't know who I am
My feelings are worth a damn!

All the lies tattooed on my skin
All this pain trapped within
My words are full of rage
We are past the love stage

About to jump into the light
The tears had come night after night
I can't take this heart from you
This suicide is all I can do

Don't feel worry for me
All these things that no one could see
I don't want you to come back
Just because of these words painted black

You cannot handle me
You cannot handle the person I can be
I swing in the breeze
Come and cut my down, please

Your eyes that shall fill
Your tears that shall spill
I'm past the point of return
Watch me fall and burn

Watch me bleed from my incision
I hold true to my decision
He'll keep me where I cannot stray
He'll keep me where I must now stay