I say...

I say...
I say I hate everyone... Do I?
I say I don't trust anyone... Then why do I cry?
I say I don't love anyone... Why do I feel pain?
I say I don't want love... So why am I blocking the drain?
I say I want to die... Then why am I still here?
I say I am leaving... Year after year?
I say I don't care... Then why does it matter?
I say I'm not scared... So why am I shaking?
I say 'So What'... So... Why am I angry?