To live without

And so it would seem, that these things here aren't real,
For that all that I feel is a dream.
With the lies I conceal, the truths shan't reveal,
And this life's playing out its last scene.

But I'm not dying now, just arms reaching out,
As I'm falling within your embrace.
And as my hearts bleeds; I'm drowned, soul's crying out,
As I'm staring down upon your face.

I'm lost, and I'm found, as life spirals round,
But it stops just to lay here with you.
And it's blurry and strewn, as my mind's thoughts confound,
But here I begin; fresh and a 'new.

Stolen by the one, as my strength is undone,
And I'm left weak and shaking again.
This love is too strong, to repel or refund,
And to live without you is a strain.

For now I live; to live to love, to see you again,
Without; scarcely can my heart cope.
And I can't wait to feel you and know you are near,
For you have refuelled life, with hope.