Everything I do

by XKt_ShellyX   May 26, 2006


I know this is rubbish, just feeling like I needed to write.
please rate and/or comment. thank you x

I self harm almost every day
But not in a standard text-book way
I torture myself in my own brain
Mind to f'd up to thing straight
Pulling my own confidence to shreds
Still thinking I'd be better off dead
I don't cut anymore & I don't cry
It wasn't easy, but you made me try
And I won't throw up the disgusting food I eat
I'll smile for you all, don't I look sweet.
I won't push you away when we get close
I don't try anymore to over-dose
I'd never tell you I'm scared to sleep alone
I try to sound happy over the phone
When we talk and I let my cover drop
Why do you get mad? Tell me to stop
I can stop telling you how I really feel
But don't expect my front to be real
I'll just bury myself away from you
So you will never know I self harm in everything I do.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Anna

    I disagree with you too, its a brilliant poem
    god, baby I ove you so much and I hate to think of you feeling these horrible things, and shane..... well grrrrrrr!
    you know you never have to pretend with me, and that I'm here whenever you need me, except the other day when I didn't have credit and yeah!
    you're such a beautiful person inside and out and a GREAT poet, I'm proud of you baby
    love you now and forever
    xxxxxx

  • 18 years ago

    by donna

    I disagree with ya.. i think it is a good poem and am gonna go and read some more of your poems xx 5/5