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by Colby May 26, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I cut myself today The first time in a year I thought I was better But new wounds appeared Was I thinking of her? She's been gone for so long Or was I thinking of my friend? The one I fell in love with Was I thinking of my life? Twisted sorrow, and false happiness How it goes up and down Sideways and around I cut myself today I'm not sure what to think It nearly brought me to tears When I found it brought me pleasure Was I fretting on the past? Or worrying about the future? Was I angered by the present Or scared of my dreams Was I just confused? Not knowing where to go Or is it an addiction Watching my blood flow I cut myself today The first time in a year But I felt so at home Maybe I've been pretending To be happy...all this time