I'm only dreaming of you now

by Heidi   May 26, 2006


I'm only dreaming of you now

You were always there for me,
You always asked me how I was.
Even when we fought,
You told me I was the one you loved.
It's hard for me to believe it,
Since it seems so long ago.
That we had a decent conversation,
And you didn't want to let me go.
I told you that I loved you,
You are everything to me.
But why I don't show it,
Is unknown, completely.
I try so hard to make you happy,
But don't accomplish it at all.
I only make you feel worse,
And one more step you fall.
Your broken heart is unseen,
You seem happy all the time.
But when it comes to you and me,
I just want you to be mine.
Even though I don't know what I'm doing,
You're still my love and life.
I need you here in my arms,
Just too look deep inside.
I want to tell you how I feel,
I want you to understand what's going on.
But it's so god damn hard to explain,
How I've loved you all along.
I hate to hurt you over and over,
And watch you slowly fade.
I just hope you understand,
That I think about you each passing day.
With all the power I have left,
I want you to know I love you.
I can't stand to lose you slowly,
But if it has to happen, then it's what I have to do.

By: Heidi
May 26, 2006.

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