Do you know what it feels like to be so useless?
Well, come on in
To the life of a girl that has so many sins
Useless is the word which describes her every move
Useless is the word why she wants to leave us soon
She feels so useless anytime she can't help
She just can't help it, her mind fills with doubt
Does he love me?
Does he hate me?
Does he need me?
Did he fake it?
Those are the questions that run through her head
Yet no one seems to understand
She looks so normal until you really know her
Then she turns to a new clover
She doesn't mean to push people away
Yet she does it everyday
So if this girl that you say
Pushes everyone away
How do you know her oh-so well?
How can you even tell?
I bet that's what you're asking right about now
But the truth is, it's obvious somehow
See this girl is who I am
The other part of me, that's hard to understand
She isn't like me in anyway
Yet she lives deep inside of me and wants to stay
I don't want her there, that's for sure
But i don't have any choice
She chose her home and decided to stay
I can't push her away..
As I stand by and just watch life move on..
I stand in a daze and wonder on
This part of me..causes me pain
Why can't I just get rid of it right away?
It would cost me so much relief..yet..it's the other part of me..
