Can't live it

Everyday when I see you.
I have trouble keeping calm.
It's when you come and talk to me.
I end up leaving our conversation empty.
I wish I could fill them with unsaid words.
But you wouldn't understand them.
I wish I could write you neatly.
But my heart pumps through messy.
What can I do to let you know.
How will we ever be together.
Every night before I begin to sleep.
I can't shut my eyes without seeing you.
In my dreams I've told you many times.
Too many times it tured out a failure.
Tell me when it's safe between me and you.
So I can try just one last time.
The unsaid words are almost clear.
But I can't seem to remember them for long.
What can I do to let you know.
How will we ever be together.