Wat If

What if?

i told them the truth....
i told them that the words they say,
hurts me everyday,
makes me cry myself to sleep,

would they look at me the same?
treat me like they do everyday?
speak with the same love?
or just ignore my hurt?

Or will they look thru my smiles,
and see that I havent been fine,
For more then awhile?
that ive hidden my pain,
deep down inside,

and covered it up with laughter,
that seems real just for a while ,

will they give even give a damn?
or even act like they care?
make me feel loved,
make me feel cared?

No they wont,
cos i wont speak the truth,

all this will remain.