Picture on the shelf: Lost memories

1,2,3,4
friends that i shoved away
its not there fault
i don\'t need them anyway
thats what i keep telling
myself
but i cant stop looking at
this picture on my shelf
its all of us
and we all looked so joyful
but they are gone now
and now i grow dull
i am tired of being lonely
scared tired and confused
and the thing that drives me craziest
is the feeling that I\'m being used
people use me
because they know there all i got
but there is something
that i have forgot
i will never be alone
i always have myself
me myself and i\'and the picture on the shelf