You were always there
When i needed someone
Just to talk to for a little bit
And didn't think i was dumb
I think about times
That we stuck together
I hope we get along
Like this forever
I miss you Ryan
My big older brother
I wish you could be here
During the whole summer
You have made some mistakes
But you'll be back home
Hopefully it will go by fast
Because right now i feel alone
You were always there
When I would non-stop cry
You told me it was okay
When i wanted to just die
I think about the night
That i wanted to run away
Because i wanted to give up
But you told me i should stay
I miss you so much
That i feel like I`m empty
Yet no one knows here
They don't understand or see
I think every night
Of you being here
You being gone
Is my worse fear
You have made some mistakes
That will be forgotten
And when you get back
We will see what will happen
You were always there
We i cried myself to sleep
You told me it was okay
When i would lay down and weep
At family events or holidays
I get so incredibly mad
That you aren't here to
It begins to make me sad
Sitting next to you
Laughing and joking around
Taking pictures with each other
Hearing that click sound
Just to let you know
Ill love you no matter what
You'll always be in my heart
The door will never shut
You were always there
Being brave and all
Making sure I`m okay
And don't break down or fall
I wanted to let you know that
Just so its in your mind
That ill always be here for you
And year, day, hour, minute, and time
*This poem is for my older brother, Ryan. He is in Custer, locked away. And i cant wait till the day i will be able to hang out with him again. Please vote and comment if you want to, the choice is yours*
