Already a month

I cant believe its been a month,
a month since we have spoken face to face...
a month since we have both laughed together,
and a month since we have both been upset with someone we both love so much...

life without you here is so hard,
everyday i pray that some day you will come back...
i want to tell you that i love you as i have all my life,
i want to tell you that i will do you proud and achieve all i can in life...

As i think of that day,
i wonder if there was anything i could have done for you to make your last moments on earth just that little bit better...
But i don't think i could have,
Because i know that you didn't only live for yourself but also for everyone else around you...

so as this month will continue,
and the days and nights will come...
it doesn't mean theres not a minute of everyday that i don't wish i could have said good-bye,
You are always in my thoughts and my memories...

good night, farewell,
Thank-you for everything you have taught me...
and all the fun a games we used to have,
I miss you so much,
Love you....