TO MY BABY BOY

MY FIRST BORN LIES WAITING FOR ME IN THE STARS,
ON THIS DAY I PRAY HE CAN HEAR EVERY WORD I SAY,
I'M SORRY FOR LETTING YOU DOWN,
LETTING YOU GO,
NOT BEING STRONG ENOUGH TO HOLD ON,
I WISH I COULD SEE YOU AND HOW MUCH YOU WOULD HAVE GROWN,
I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND NEVER LET YOU GO,
ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN,
I MAKE THAT PROMISE TO YOU,
AND WHEN THAT DAY COMES I WILL SPEND EVERY WAKING MOMENT MAKING IT UP TO YOU,
AND TELL YOU I LOVE YOU EVERYDAY AND THAT I'M SORRY FOR LETTING YOU GO ON THAT DREADFUL DAY.