WHY ME

by meryl   May 27, 2006


WHY DO I FALL,
DREAMS I'VE LOST AND HERE I STAND ALONE AGAIN,
FACING THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING IN IT,
HOPING AND PRAYING THAT SOMEONE WILL PULL ME OUT OF THE DARKNESS,
AND TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS EMPTY HOLE I CALL MY LIFE,
MY MIND AND BODY BREAK AS TEARS STREAM DOWN MY FACE,
I ASK GOD FOR HELP,
UNSURE OF HIS EXISTENCE AS HOW COULD AN ALMIGHTY BEING BE SO CRUEL TO HAVE DEALT ME THE HAND HE HAS,
I SEARCH FOR PEACE, SERENITY BUT ALL I FIND IS EMPTINESS,
AND THE SHELL OF WHAT I USED TO BE.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Lovesick 4 Jesus

    First off let me remind you that he is ALWAYS there. I've been through hell and ims till going through it. You know we dont know the plan for our life and we dont know what lies ahead and to answer yer question someone who is so almighty can do this because thats exactly what he is. Maybe yer purpose and plan is to understand others and know how their feeling...to connect deeper than with words, to where souls meet and connect. I still question him sometimes...i ask myslef if hes really there and if he does care when i know deep down inside that he is. But i guess im wanting more of a physical Jesus and when i let go of whatever im holding on to then and only then will i be blessed. Even when u second guess yerself just pray...when he seems the farthest away he is the closest. never give up and never loose hope hunni.

    As a child in the Womb he formed u and he knew everything about you

    Trisha

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