First off let me remind you that he is ALWAYS there. I've been through hell and ims till going through it. You know we dont know the plan for our life and we dont know what lies ahead and to answer yer question someone who is so almighty can do this because thats exactly what he is. Maybe yer purpose and plan is to understand others and know how their feeling...to connect deeper than with words, to where souls meet and connect. I still question him sometimes...i ask myslef if hes really there and if he does care when i know deep down inside that he is. But i guess im wanting more of a physical Jesus and when i let go of whatever im holding on to then and only then will i be blessed. Even when u second guess yerself just pray...when he seems the farthest away he is the closest. never give up and never loose hope hunni. |