If Only

If only you understood
What I am going through
But the thing is,
You don t have the slightest clue

If only I could tell you
You would comfort me
But thats not an option
This is how its supposed to be

I look happy all the time
And like everything is going right
You wish you were me,
You think I have the perfect life

If only this would stop
Then i would be okay
Someone please help
I cant go another day

My family is being destroyed
And theres not a thing I can do
I feel so helpless
If only I were as strong as you

If only everyone realized
This is a stupid fight
If only I hadnt of lied
Maybe everything would've been alright.

[c] KurMiT
this is a fiction poem lol