I'm going to ask myself this question to many times,
But only time can tell.
The words will echo in my mind every time I see him,
Every time I leave him.
Upon my lips, never spoken, so much to ask, so much to tell,
Forgotten in the moment.
Enjoy the time, forget the past, live in the here and now.
Smiling, laughing
Anything to gaze into those eyes,
They have taken my soul, taken my heart.
Since the first instance I looked
Never realizing you had stolen from me, stolen a part of me.
I worked so hard to rebuild, rebuild my heart from pain
Emotions, thoughts, all tainted from it,
Afraid to fall, afraid of pain again.
Too much fear can kill a person.
I had to rebuild or die for fear, for losing myself.
But safety I've found, a place, I've lost myself in you.
