Memories Of No Life

Last night i lied in bed
until i could cry no more
i thought of all the people
who make me really sore

I thought of all the heartache
i though of all the pain
i thought of all the lies
realized i was insane

I lay there on my bed
head throbbing one more time
realized i wasn't hungary
and how the control was all mine

I had visions of a scale
and visions of broken bones
i had pictures of a girl
whos depression was her home

i thought of all my family
and thought of all my friends
i looked toward my funeral
and wondered what lays ahead

My fingers quickly type
these words my heart cant say
but im dieing deep inside
and i do not want to stay