You want to know my secret it 's actually funnie. All the times I say I'm over you I'm lying to myself. It kills me to see you with someone else. You might think I could care less about you. But none of that is true. For a period of time I almost believed it myself...that I no longer had feelings toward you. But that very dream I had where we were separated was a nightmare. How can I think of my future without you. It's unspeakable. And I don't know what I would do. If I couldn't glance at you when your not paying attention. To see you laugh makes me melt inside. The true feelings I have for you I bury with pride. Soon it will be time to let it out. I love you Nicole I will soon shout. You might not even know how I feel...I don't even know because it's so many emotions trapped in one. If you could only tell me. I don't let a day pass without thinking about you. Every time I see you in school I melt by your very face. All I wish is to run up and hold you in the warmest embrace. The love I have for you so strong that no one could understand. My love for you could move mountains across this land. Every time I hear your name a smile quickly turns on my face. Even when I'm in the worst mood possible. I'm not going to lie most of the time you make me cry. It's with the ultimate sadness because I can't be with you. And I can't stop loving you, no matter how hard I try. If I would have a future without you I rather Die. You can never know how much I love you. Because all I want is NOT too....
