Mixed Feelings

I used to think I was going to be
with him forever. Isn't forever suppose to last longer than a minute. Every time i see you i feel theres something new your hiding from me. Why does love have to hurt so bad. Although when you hold me i feel so safe.You are my first and i will never love after you. I thought we made agreements, specially the one when you said your never going to hurt me. Just give me answer to set me free. Before my Love is let free from my heart. The love I will forever long for.