You thought,
that i got the better end of the deal,
when clearly,
I thought that you did,
I still do,
because you got mom, dad, peggy, rob, grandma, grandpa, gifts, friends, and even more.
while I lived with a friend and a different grandpa,
who was barely ever there,
because he was too busy,
worrying about you!
you got family,
while I got questions,
you got love,
while i was left in the dirt,
and I'm still there,
looking at you,
and how lucky you are,
to have a family,
to love you,
and hold you,
I belong to that same family,
but I'm still in that dirt,
i want to get out,
but i can't move,
because i miss the old u,
and your/my old family.