The Truth Remains Untold!

The trust that has grown between us is beyond description,
We have shared many stories and memories together.
Living life just as if it were a dream.

We have been friends for a while now,
Maybe not as long as others, but our friendship is one of a kind.
We may not know each other in real life,
But it feels as if we have known each other for such a long time.

I just wish things were different,
Life is hard and everything happens for a reason.
Everytime we speak I think about everything we've said,
If only I knew what the future will bring.

Living life just as if it were a dream.
Accepting changes and surprises,
is the most scariest thing.
I would be lying if I say I don't feel a thing.

Why are we both afraid of the truth?
Is it because we are scared of what it will bring?
I just wish things could be easier,
But nothing is easy, life is full of suffering.
I am so lost and confused.

I think about you all the time,
Your the only friend I've ever really had.
We have both had our ups and downs,
But what is the answer to all these confessions?

Is it time? Is it the distance between us? or Is it the fact that we have both fallen for each other?

*Comments would be much appreciated, It's not really a poem but I thought I'd add it on here