Can't take it anymore

by vika   May 28, 2006


Hey you guys, you like being mean don't you,
You like making me feel left out, right.
Of course you want to hurt my feelings,
It's obvious; you think I'm not a human or one of you.

Don't you love making me feel sorry for myself?
It's good to see me in pain, isn't it?
It makes you cool to insult me, doesn't it?
You love it when you underestimate me.

I know I'm ugly you don't have to remind me,
I know I don't have talents, but I do have dignity.
Why does laughing at me give you pleasure?
After giving me pain, why do you ignore me?

When I try to tell you how you're hurting me, why am I called a drama queen?
After you insult me, you laugh at how week I am.
You make all efforts to make my image worse than it is!
Over and over you kill my confidence.

Every time I try to get to a new stage in life you push me down.
Every time I try to make an impression on someone you completely ruin my identity.
You always keep people from sympathizing with me.
You gossip about how I suck, behind my back.

I want to tell you guys, I can't stand it anymore,
I'm begging you to let me live in peace.
Because soon I'm going to leave,
This school, this city, this country, and this world.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Ye Seul

    Hii.Vika!! I really like your poem~ It is soooo sad and i just became depressed... nice writting and that is the best poem.

  • 18 years ago

    by Jessica

    WOW! that was so powerful, so intense, and yet again so emotional! i LOVED that.. it is one of the best poems you have ever written i think! wow.. it is just so powerful, and completely shows how you are feeling! excellent work! 10/5!