Sorry Just Isn't Enough (Is It?)

We met in a chat room
We became friends

Just before valentines day
You asked me to enter a competition
I said yes
Still wondering why?

Then I realised I had feelings for you
More than friends

Pacing for hours
I finally had the courage

I told you
"I like you"

You smiled
I smiled
A massive weight lifted from my shoulders

Months spent
Talking, saying cute stuff
Sending stuff

Something happened
I changed
I seemed more stressed than usual
More upset

I needed to remove the stressful things from my life
I believed you were one

But you were the one thing
Keeping me sane
Now your gone
Now your no longer something more

I regret ever letting you go
I see the anger in your words
I see, I read, I realise how much you loved me back

It breaks my heart to see you like this
To see you sad
I want to make things right again

I want you to be happy
Maybe not with me, but with me as my friend
Please understand, I had to do what I did
I regret it so bad
I still love you

But you live miles away
We may never ever meet, as much as I would like too
Your gorgeous, your all a girl wants
I wish you were mine again

But i stuffed my chances up
But please be happy
Please smile
Don't be sad because of me

I still love you, even though we aren't together
Please understand, I really am sorry...
I just want to make things right again.