People die but love remains \"by me Jas Garton (The Bf)

Weve been together for a year
our love still seems to bloom
it still is hard to beleive
it was ever close to doom

maybe it was my fault
didnt tell you i love ya enough
or maybe its the things i do
i know how u hated that stuff

i know u hated seeing me
every time i had a black eye
all the fights i seemed to get in
i am a violent guy

maybe its cause i drink to much
or cause i sumtimes take drugs
or never told you how i felt
or never gave you hugs

i guess im just a messed up kid
do to many things for someone whos 16
or maybe the whole \"tough act\"
made you think of me as mean

but even though or love
is getting back on track
and even though our love has reached best
theres no more love to lack

there still seems to be
your feelings that ive lied
and i dont think youll ever beleive me
no matter how many times ive denied

you hear that i have cheated
that i got girls on the side
but never did i do that
ide never have let you cried

the only thing i did
was not let you ever know
how much you really meant
i never let it show

maybe thats the reason
cause i never let you see
you left me all alone
and cheated on me

i hated you the day
i found out your secrets
i told you to commit suicide
to pay back all your debts

i wanted you to die
to feel the pain i had
cause i didnt have the guts
to hold the blade in my hand

but i still held love just for you
burried in my heart
i always needed you to hold
right from the very start

but never did i cheat on you
what you did was a slap in the face
but still sometimes i see you
looking at me in disgrace

but all of thats behind us
and i love you more than ever
and i treat you right for once
and our break up will be never

but all i will ever be
is the try-hard tough guy
who when his girlfriend left him
all he could do was cry

i want us to get married
my love will always stay
i will treat you how i should
and never let you slip away

but what youve got to remember
and always beleive the truth
i have loved you always
and never cheated on you

Ill never stop loving you, youll alwayz be my princess. love you xoxoxoxox