My friends

If i could someone who uderstands just find that someone who understands me who will hold me while i cry a person who will keep ma head up high but i don't think that someone will ever come i mean they don't no how really feel how hurt or sad i might be is there something wrong with being depressed or wanting to talk to a friend because with my friends all i ever feel is unloved and abandoned why cant they just listen to my problems like i listen to theres why is it that i am always the spare!