I`m In Love

I`m In Love
I lay in my bed staring at my walls
i can`t go 2 sleep because I`m going insane
to much pressure going on in my life
sum times i wish my life were just ordinary and plain
but then i would not have as much fun
my life now is filled to every extent
I can`t take anymore of this
I try 2 correct my life and turn it around
but I can`t seem to get out of this crazy town
I started doing drugs bout a couple years ago
i only started it because i wanted to go with the flow
I couldn't stand being an outcast and being left out
well now I am, It`s like I`m invisible
Nobody sees me anymore
i fall to the floor
because I can`t think straight anymore
I have the matter of drugs and alcohol in my life
and now i am in love and can`t control myself
all i can think about is changing my life around but I can`t because
i`m in love
i`m in love with alcohol
I`m in love with weed
I`m in love with cigarettes
I`m in love with love itself
I can control these inner emotions
i just need to take control of myself
just need to end this misery right here and now
so this will be my last sound.