I lay here in peaceful numbness
tear tracks drying upon my cheek
I've no idea where I'm heading
I'm supposed to be strong but I feel so weak...
my life is like a downward spiral
and i have no idea how to climb back up from here
I just keep falling down
I smile but inside there's an eternal frown
I'm trying to extract happiness
while feeling so much sorrow
if i keep living day by day
i wont make it to tomorrow
my life- cant it be tame?
instead of always being wild?
i remember being young
but never being a child
my innocence was gone
long before i gave it away
your constant judging is such a pain
and yet i always have to hear what you have to say...
so I'm enjoying this moment of peaceful numbness
while a million things run through my head
i know I'm alive but really
I'm already dead
