My mind is turning in circles
dancing around fleeting thoughts of you
i cant run you out of my head
cant figure out what is or isn\'t true
memories from a time that seems so distant
come back to haunt me once again
tears stream down my face in waves
for what has so long came to an end.
I reach for the phone and dial
a number Ive memorized my heart
only to return it to its cradle
before i completely fall apart
its not fair what I\'m going through
this ever widening hole inside
thinking over everything
including the infidelity you so vehemently denied.
I thought id found the perfect match
an angel heaven sent
but the darkness pulled you in
and allowed the breaking of my heart
to which you were so hell-bent
So now i wallow in my sadness
even though its been so long since you walked out the door
hating myself for loving you
though i know i will
forever more
