I wish u could understand

I wish you could just understand
whats going through my brain
and i try and try just to explain
that its not that i don't love you
and its not that i don't care
its not like I'm just leaving you
that I'm never gunna be there
i just don't know what to do
and i dont know who to be
and i know that i should follow
this feeling inside of me
yes i know I'm hurting you and thats the last thing i wanted to do
but remember i can feel
exactly what your going through
i cry just as hard
and feel just as bad
you'll always be my sunshine
that brings me through the rain
you truly are my best friend
and even if you hate me
I'm always gunna care
please don't cry over me
I'm not worth them tears
I'm truly sorry
i know thats not good enough
but just be strong and stand tough
i know in the long run
we're gunna be okay
but not now , not here , not today