Keep it all inside

Since i started taking these
the tears have ceased to fall
the pain just builds up inside of me
and my fist rebounds the wall

the mask i used to hide behind
is crumbling away
and somehow you can see my face
but not know what to say

open up and talk to me
is all thats ever said
i cant let you close this time
too much mess inside my head

when ever i have spilled my heart
that person lets me down
so now ill lie and say i'm fine
and hope that my thoughts will drown