Red tears

I have cried enough tears to drown you
enough tears to know i'm dying inside
Yet i can still live without you
Live a life knowing the day i will die

Will i die a painful death?
Or one spared by the cruelty?
All i'm hoping is to get through this
And preserve my sanity

My horrible, twisted face soaked
By this never ending red tears
Blood mixed with my emotional pain
A love that became my fears

A mortal saved by a powerful mind
But knowing deep inside
That this heart will forever be broken
Because it has already died

Leave me alone, to my sacred silence
In my final resting peace
You are the ultimate reason
Why i'll forever cry red tears...