Gone

Why did you have to go,
When I needed you the most,
You were supposed to be,
At my side forever.

And now you\'re gone,
Just â?? disappeared,
I have nowhere to go,
No one to turn to.

Your shadow,
Still lurks in my heart,
But you\'ll never come back,
You\'ll never return.

But you\'re still there,
Living your life,
Not dead,
Though I wish you were.

It would be easier,
If you were gone,
Forever,
For good.

Just let me be,
Let me suffer in peace,
Look right through me,
As if Iâ??m not even there.

Because thatâ??s what I am to you,
Just another person,
Taking up space,
In this horrible place.

This place you have kept me,
For the past years,
This place where I canâ??t,
Shed any more tears.

You just wonâ??t let me,
Let me go,
You wonâ??t disappear,
You wonâ??t go.

Get out of my mind,
Where you play your games,
Youâ??re making me crazy,
Get out of my mind.

Whispers say it was my fault,
That you went away,
They tell me Iâ??m stupid,
And selfish to boot.

I wish I could die,
To get out of this place,
But Iâ??m stuck here forever,
Because you just wonâ??t go.