I pretend Im O.K, but Im going through hell
I sit quietly, when all I want to do is yell
I act happy, when truthfully, I always feel down
I smile, when really I want to frown
Im alive outside, but inside Im dying
I laugh, when all I feel like doing, is crying
When I look in your eyes
I pretend I dont see the lies
I tell myself you actually care
That if I needed you, youd actually be there
I try not to feel the pain in my heart
Even though I know its been ripped apart
I pretend not to care, but really I do
No one knows what Im going through, not even you.
