I looked dismally out the window
I vaguely remember anything
I miss you so much
I am so consumed with everything around me
I am trying so hard to not to think about it
Incessantly I talk
Keeping my mind off you
I am trying but it doesn’t work
My mind always comes back to you
Why does it do this?
I jus want you gone
And out of my life
Then you called
Everything is different
Things will never be the same again
It is better
But I still think it is wrong
There is something wrong
But I cant quite place it
But everything is the way it was
Finally I am over it and back
Never to brood over you again
