Your disappearance

I lost you when i was fourteen
But only for a little bit
You came back eventually
And made me whole again.

When you left i thought i died
You were my protector
Then you were gone
I didn't know how to survive

Kay took over and tried to be my mother
Which was fine
Because I needed someone and she was like no other

Dad had his band
Spencer had his sports
I had my friends
But yet i needed more

As nights went on I sat and cried
The days were short
The pain would always thrive
I just wanted to leave and hide

I needed you there
I needed to feel loved
Dad didn't know what to do
He was unaware

He tried his best to keep us safe
He tried to be strong while we cried
His drinking became more
And him, i absolutely adored

You are my mother
With out you i would die
You are the best to me
When i need to cry

They finally let you come back
Things were different
But after awhile it all came together
We were whole again and you i treasured.