X.A Faded Smile.x

I thought everything was fine,
My heart raced knowing that you were mine.
I had the best time, just you and me,
What could i have done to make you angry?
I walked to my room with such a great smile,
Then i l just lay on my bed and grabbed my mobile.
My smile soon faded as i read your text,
I read the start then i knew what would happen next.
'we should break up' was your final say,
My eyes kept reading 'stay outta my life and go away'.
The heart that was ripped out sank to the bedroom floor,
I read the rest knowing that you didn't love me anymore.
Tears rolled slowly and faintly down my cheek,
My eyes were a tap that had just sprung a leak.
The pain in my heart is hurting me,
I will scar myself just for you to see.
That i love you and i can\\\'t live without you,
I can\\\'t breathe, i can\\\'t move, what should i do?
I took the kitchen knife from the draw,
Ran back into my room and slammed the door.
I slid the blade down and watched the blood flow from my arm,
In my arm i felt no pain, i was steady and calm.
I wrote your name on my arm with blood,
Instead of drips the blood started to flood.
I grew weaker and dizzier with time,
Now i know that tonight i will not be fine.
My eyes started to close and i blacked out,
it\\\'s suicide is what love is about.