This is really beautiful writing, I could understand completely because this is how i feel. Great job! Keep it up! :-)

Oh, dear. Another plauge sweeping the nations. The longing to be another pretty face, to be like everyone else. I know how that is. Don't think that you are all alone in this. Everyone feels insecure at some point, and how we look, dress, act...it's just us. If anyone can't accept that, then they are not your friend. I heven't been through what you have, so I can't give that much advice, and you most likely don't want any. I'm not skinny myself, and I know what it's like to feel different all the time, insecure. The people who are 'beautiful' in so many eyes are 90 pounds, you can see their ribs sticking out, and they look so much older then they are. Paris Hilton, Nicole Richie. So what if they are skinny? They could be the most beautiful person on the outside, and yet be so ugly inside. You are who you are. And it starts with Bulimia, but then what comes next? Wonder-bras? Plastic surgery? Why in the world would you want to be one of THEM? They lose sight of what life is. They put themselves higher then everyone. But, they do not know that they are JUST like everyone. If you cut them, they will bleed, if you shoot them, they will die. And they are pretty now, but 50 years from now, they will look just like everyone else [but pumped up on that disgusting botox.] And, there are better ways to lose weight. You don't have to stop eating, just watch what you eat. Buy more fruit, and wheat products. No matter what anyone says, you are not like those people. You are better then that. Don't become one of the people who has no true idea of life. I can't say much more, my brain is so fried. But hey, even though you have heard this probably 1000 times, I am here to help you. And I would love to talk to you and help you. You dont have to take this sh*t [for lack of a better word.] So, my email is bleeding_roses6669@hotmail.com. Feel free to talk to me. I'll listen.